lent is time for purification? i don't have time for that

I would like to wake up there.
Knowing that I have time.
I have time to enjoy life.
And not just robotically work and study.
I have time to call my parents.
And not just forget their birthdays.
I have time to have a chat with friends.
And stop organizing catch-ups in few weeks time.
I have time to cook and eat healthy.
And stop forgetting to eat.
I have money. To be crazy.

But until then, I will smile every morning with my alarm clock
and try hard to enjoy life
as it comes.